Yep, last Thursday I got inked: a postage stamp with a mockingbird inside it. Much though I may hate to admit it at times, I’m a Texas girl. Whenever we visit or even just fly through DFW my whole body relaxes a bit and I can just sense that I’m home. I lived in TX longer than anywhere else (so far) and in so many ways it turned me into the person I am today.
Of course, the postage stamp is just because I a) adore the mail, b) am fascinated by the tiny works of art so many of us take for granted, and c) can now make jokes about a real “forever” stamp.
Lately, I’ve been feeling very calm, very settled. I suspect it comes through on the pages of this blog too. One year ago last Friday I graduated from Georgetown, last Thursday I got my first tattoo, and today I have this wonderful sense that I’m okay– deeply okay. For the first time in my life I really like the person I am, I like the things I do and stand for, and feel confident that, whatever course my life takes, I’m going to do something I love. It’s a strange but lovely feeling.
Getting a tattoo now felt right: I sense that a part of my life is over but I also sense another phase opening up– it’s not scary, it’s thrilling. Maybe we all feel this way from time to time, but I wanted to carry this moment on my body.
Note: In my head this was much more poetic. Clearly, all this peace and bliss has not made me a better writer… for poetry look here.







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